Tucked away in seclusion,
overwhelmed by the sheer thoughts of nothingness.
Recycled themes clutter the real joy in life.
A joy I see glimpses of, but fail daily to retain fully.
Books & blogs.
Science & Religion.
Atheism & Faith.
I rest on these borders everyday.
What I know to be true is bombarded with doubt and frustration.
My nature as man seeks the corrupted.
The shiny, the massive, the bold…
I seek wisdom, while my very being still craves.
To be seen.
To be wanted.
To be somebody.
But the wisdom I seek, shows me to flee these things,
For I am one of His.
These cravings will soon give way to total surrender.
Only in this surrender will I truly be free.